Book 7: Zoe Pencarrow and The Battle for The Bride – excerpt: Chapter 5: The Unlocked Garden

Zoe Pencarrow and The Battle For The BrideChapter 5: The Unlocked Garden

The serpent seethed and hissed with hatred. The beloved Bride had escaped his clutches yet again. Why did Jesus love her so much? She was revolting, detestable! Couldn’t he see she was so weak and feeble? Why was she the one chosen to rule at Jesus’ side, when he was the real king? He would crush her. Yes, he would. He would humiliate her in front of that so-called king, and then obliterate her from the face of the earth.

The form of the serpent changed. He now looked like a beautiful angel of light. Oh, how easy it would be to seduce her away from Jesus, he thought gleefully.

The golden carriage ground to a halt. Zoe swung open the panelled door, and stepped out. She was surrounded by desert. Not a tree, blade of grass, or a bird was to be seen. It was a wasteland. The two horses pulling the wagon panted in the hot desert sun. Surrounding the carriage were sixty warriors, immaculately dressed, who had escorted Zoe through the desert. Each one had a sword strapped to his side, ready for battle. Zoe looked around at their faces, determined and resolute, as they stood to attention. She felt like a princess being escorted to the king.

In the distance Zoe saw a mountain that rose far above the other surrounding ones. It seemed very important. Somehow it made her think of a lighthouse standing tall above stormy seas. I wonder what is so special about that mountain, she thought. A deep longing welled up inside her heart, to climb the mountain and discover who lived there.

Zoe’s thoughts were interrupted when she heard a commotion coming from the north. The sound of a rushing wind came first, and then she saw the sandstorm rapidly  approaching. She instinctively covered her face with the sleeve of her gown, to prevent the sand from going up her nose, and closed her eyes. The whirlwind was traveling too fast for her to even have time to jump back inside the carriage. Then it struck. Despite Zoe’s efforts to escape it, some of the grit found its way past the clothing that masked her face. She coughed, and shook the sand out of her hair.

Out of the sand and dust cloud a convoy of wagons pulled to a halt. They were similar to the one she rode in, but not as fancy. Where hers was covered in gold and beautifully  painted, the wagons were simple and plain. The horses that pulled the wagons were real enough, but looked haggard and tired. Yet that was not the only difference. Zoe peered at the wagons, and realized they weren’t totally real. They had painted stuck-on facades. Some of the pieces didn’t fit together properly, and were broken and falling apart. They were just poor copies of the real thing. Behind the facades, they all looked the same as though they had been mass-produced by some factory machine. Zoe saw the metal scaffolding holding up the facades. The wagons looked like something from an extremely low budget Hollywood western, where the money had run out part way through constructing the props. She was trying to work out what they were really  supposed to be, when some men jumped off the wagons and walked over to meet her.

“Howdy,” one of them said as he smiled, extending his hand to shake Zoe’s. “It’s ever so nice to meet you, little lady. Lovely day for a ride,” he continued, as he eyed Zoe’s golden  carriage thoughtfully.

“Mind if we take a look?” asked another man, as he strode over to her carriage, before Zoe had time to reply. He wore a striped tie, an immaculately pressed white shirt and a pinstriped suit. He must be the leader, Zoe thought. He’s dressed much more smartly than the rest of the group.

“I guess so,” Zoe replied, thinking it wasn’t really her carriage anyway. She’d just found herself in it.

Zoe was shocked at what happened next. One of the men pulled out a sack from his wagon and methodically handed out tools to the others. The group boldly strode to her carriage and began to dismantle it with their chainsaws, axes, and crowbars. Within moments they had sawed and hacked off huge chunks. Wood and sparks flew in all directions. They quickly dragged the pieces back to their own wagons. Then they set about screwing, bolting, and hammering on the stolen pieces.

Zoe was stunned. She was at a loss for words. She opened her mouth, but no words came out. The same impeccably dressed man came over again and said, “I think we may be in for rain. Do you come to these parts often? It’s mighty nice of you to visit our area. Do you know we run excellent study groups? We proudly boast a success rate of ninety-eight percent for our self-improvement class. You are most welcome to join our little family.”

Zoe still couldn’t think of what to say. The man continued.

“We meet every Tuesday and Thursday for study and fellowship. Sunday is family service at ten, and the youth meet at seven. Mind you,” he said, eyeing Zoe suspiciously, “it can be a bit wild in those evening services. To keep things orderly, we have a team of trained adult supervisors, who are specifically equipped to ensure everything runs smoothly. Now then, what do you say? You look like you could benefit from a nationally  affiliated programme.”

Before Zoe could answer, the stranger added, “Actually, we have just had an outreach, and it was extremely successful. Many young folks especially have come to the Lord. We are just about to have fellowship and teaching time. Come.”

Without being offered the chance to reply, the man in the pinstriped suit gripped Zoe’s shoulder firmly, and led her toward one of the wagons. There was a bustle of activity as chairs and tables were unpacked from the rear of the wagons. Neat orderly rows, with two feet between each table, were set up within minutes. This was a well-rehearsed event! Everybody knew their place and what to do. The womenfolk brewed tea and  coffee over makeshift portable gas burners. Homemade cakes and cookies were being unpacked, and served on white china plates. Starched red chequered tablecloths were unfolded, and placed over the tables. Pretty wildflowers were placed exactly in the center of each table. It was a picture perfect scene.

Everyone took their designated seat and Zoe was ushered to the seat of honor next to one of the ladies. The leader stood up and raised his hands to heaven. The rest of the group followed suit, as he prayed an elaborate prayer full of very long words. Zoe had no idea what he was talking about. Everybody sat down, and another of the elders stood up.

He announced there would be a teaching on spiritual gifts from 1 Corinthians 12 verses 7-10. At the mention of the Bible, Zoe thought this was the first sign of real life she had seen from these people.

The teaching that followed though was long and boring. Zoe fought to stay awake. It was probably the effects of the coffee more than anything else that kept her from nodding off and falling off her chair. At the end of the teaching, Zoe realized something was dreadfully wrong.

“So,” concluded the speaker, “as it says in 1 Corinthians 13 verse 10: ‘when perfection comes, the things that are not complete will end.’ This goes to show spiritual gifts are not for today. They ended with the time of the apostles. Gone, finished, that’s what they are. However, when our loving Lord Jesus Christ appears in the clouds, true spiritual gifts will come with him and be restored. Now let us bow our heads in prayer.”

Zoe wanted to shriek, “Noooooooo that’s not true. Holy Spirit is alive! He still gives his gifts to his children!” What about what the apostle Paul said: “Follow the way of love and eagerly desire gifts of the Spirit, especially prophecy,” Zoe thought.

 How can these people talk about Holy Spirit as though he were a thing of the past? Nowhere in the Bible does it ever say to stop seeking his gifts. Jesus said to his disciples, “I tell you the truth, anyone who believes in me will do the same works I have done, and even greater works, because I am going to be with the Father.”

 “Anyone who believes” is anyone, not just a small bunch of disciples in the time of the Bible. What a sneaky lie of Satan, to stop people from knowing that God’s Holy Spirit lives in us.  Holy Spirit, working through us, means we can now still do amazing stuff, thought Zoe.

“And to conclude,” the speaker said, speaking slowly in a very strange voice, “love never fails. Love—that is the way we need to go,” he continued, gesturing dramatically. “Lord, lead us into a deeper revelation of your love, in Jesus’ name. Amen.”

“Amen,” a chorus of voices responded back.

A group of women walked over to Zoe. Their faces looked rather fierce. If this hadn’t been a church meeting, Zoe would have thought she had been called to the principal’s office at school to be told off.

“We have been thinking,” one of the ladies said, without introducing herself, “that dress you are wearing is mighty pretty, but not really appropriate for church. You might lead some of the young men astray wearing a thing like that.”

“Yes,” continued another of the women. She wore her hair scooped up on top of her head, as though she were wearing a beehive. “It’s far too expensive looking. Modesty is what we need in the church. You must behave properly.”

Zoe looked down at her dress. It was the same one she had been given in the courts of heaven.

“Let us deliver you,” said a third woman, with a dramatic wave of her hand.

Without warning, all three women swarmed around Zoe, reached out and roughly hauled the white diamond encrusted dress up over her head, leaving some of it in tatters on the ground. They quickly unwound the white turban, complete with its blue sapphire and golden plate, and stashed it in one of their handbags. Then they yanked a too-tight dress, retrieved from one of their other handbags, back over her head, and tugged it down into place. It was made from some sort of synthetic, shiny material, with a garish pattern of flowers and seeds. The pattern didn’t quite match, as though the machine had been out of alignment when the fabric was printed, causing it to look fuzzy and blurred.

“There my dear. Don’t you look lovely!” said the lady with the beehive hairstyle, approvingly. Zoe looked at her aghast, as a worker bee flew into her hair and disappeared inside her massive locks. The ladies stood admiring Zoe for a few brief seconds, nodding in agreement with each other. Suddenly, they turned around with big smirks on their faces, and marched off, clutching their prize—the remains of Zoe’s beautiful white dress and her turban!


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Book 6: Zoe Pencarrow and The Lion’s Roar – excerpt: Chapter 2: The Road to Damascus

Zoe Pencarrow and The Lion's Roar by Dan RobertsonChapter 2: The Road to Damascus

“I, John, am writing this to the seven churches in Asia province: All the best to you from The God Who Is, The God Who Was, and The God About to Arrive, and from the Seven Spirits assembled before his throne, and from Jesus Christ—Loyal Witness, Firstborn from the dead, Ruler of all earthly kings. Glory and strength to Christ, who loves us, who blood-washed our sins from our lives, Who made us a Kingdom, Priests for his Father, forever—and yes, he’s on his way!”

Zoe had walked for hours. The hot Middle Eastern sun had sapped her strength, and she was thirsty. Many other Christians had also hastily grabbed whatever belongings  they could carry and fled Jerusalem. The wealthier ones, who owned horses and carts, quickly loaded them with whatever possessions they could grab and joined the exodus. Most carts were full of people, though, with no more room on board. Everyone was trying to get away as fast as possible. The time of religious freedom had come to an end. The religious leaders and city fathers were plainly furious and extremely jealous. Things were getting out of hand. Jesus had risen from the grave and the disciples had performed signs and wonders in his name. What if the religious leaders lost control over the people? This ‘Jesus sect’ had really taken off; they were the buzz of the town. Everybody in Jerusalem was talking about them. The religious leaders had decided that it was time to shut them down and demonstrate who was really in control.

Zoe was exhausted. She slumped down on the edge of the road beneath an old olive tree. At least it offers a bit of shade, she thought. Anyway, it will be dark soon. I wonder how cold it gets in these parts.

Zoe had heard that in desert regions it can be scorching during the day and freezing cold at night. She intended to only lie down and snatch a few moments’ rest. Then she could continue and try and find shelter before night fell. But she was so tired. Zoe closed her eyes, and within moments fell fast asleep.

Immediately Zoe was caught up and found herself in a vivid dream. A dashing man sat on a throne in Jerusalem, handing out titles, rewards of huge sums of money, and land. He promised world peace and an end to all war and poverty. It was an awesome offer. The kings, queens, presidents, and world leaders bowed before him, mesmerized by his eloquent words and brilliant strategies. A veil was removed from Zoe’s eyes. Behind the man, Zoe saw a red dragon. It was Satan, the archenemy of God. Satan had given his power and authority to the man on the throne. Zoe saw with the eyes of her spirit what the man really looked like—a hideous monster! His body was like a leopard, his feet like a bear, and his mouth like a lion with ferocious teeth. Zoe then saw a strange creature rising up out of the sea. It had seven heads and ten horns, and ten crowns upon its horns. And written on each head were blasphemous names, each one defying and insulting God. One of his heads seemed wounded beyond recovery—but the fatal wound was healed! All the world marveled at this miracle and followed the Creature in awe. The beast—the leopard, bear, lion-man— had sealed a deal with Israel—a seven-year peace agreement. But the beast was treacherous. Three and a half years after the agreement, he broke his promise. Arrogant, foul, and proud words gushed out of the beast’s mouth—a torrent of filth and lies against God and his precious children.

Then Zoe saw another man dressed in elaborate religious robes standing next to the beast. He had two horns, like a lamb; but he wasn’t a lamb at all! He was a false prophet. When he spoke, he sounded like a dragon—all raspy and violent! But to people who weren’t Christians, his words sounded persuasive and innocent. The false prophet was sweet-talking the world into worshiping the beast, convincing them by performing false signs and wonders. He even set up an image of the beast—televised worldwide so that the beast could be continuously worshipped day and night. Some people, though, were not fooled and refused to worship the beast. The monstrous man with the religious robes and two horns called down fire from heaven, as part of his trickery. This false prophet made out that those who refused to worship the beast were enemies of the free world. The reign of terror got worse. The false prophet ordered everyone to receive the mark of the beast on their forehead, or on their right hand. Without this mark, they couldn’t buy or sell anything and would starve to death. The name and number of the beast was 666. All those that refused the mark of the beast were executed—no mercy was shown. The reign of terror was beyond anything the world had ever seen before. Those who had received the mark of the beast were lost forever. They could never remove it or choose God’s kingdom. It was now too late. Their fate was forever sealed. They would spend all eternity in torment in the fiery lake of burning sulfur in hell.

Still, despite the worldwide reign of terror of the beast, multitudes refused the mark and chose to follow Jesus. The violence escalated beyond anything imaginable or that the world had ever seen. Zoe wanted to look away, but she knew she had to keep watching. Suddenly, when all hope was nearly lost, there was a blinding flash. Jesus returned from heaven, exploding onto the scene. Following their King was his mighty army of men, women, and children, clothed in dazzling white linen robes and riding heavenly white horses. Jesus’ eyes blazed with glory fire and he wore many magnificent crowns on his head. As the two-edged sword exploded out of his mouth, he captured the beast and the false prophet. They were hurled into an everlasting prison of burning sulfur in a fiery lake. Jesus spoke again and at his words the rebellious armies of the world still resisting his lordship were destroyed.

Zoe awoke out of her dream, shaking. Jesus was standing before her, surrounded in radiant glory. A golden menorah, as big as a house, and with seven branches, burned brightly all around him. He had come as the light of revelation to show Zoe something profoundly important. His robe went all the way to his feet, and a golden sash was tied around his chest. His head and hair were pure white, white as wool and white as snow; his eyes blazed like a fiery flame; his feet gleamed like brightly polished bronze, purified to perfection in a furnace; his voice filled the air and sounded like a roaring waterfall. He held seven stars in his right hand, from his mouth darted a sharp double-edged sword, and his face shone a brilliant light, like the blinding sun. Jesus was fearfully and wonderfully awesome!

Unsurprisingly, Zoe could not move. The weight of Jesus’ glory and presence crashed into her like a star, exploding into life. Thankfully, she had already given her life to Jesus. His presence already lived inside of her. If that were not the case, she was sure she would have been instantly vaporized! Even so, Zoe dropped like a stone at Jesus’ feet. No problem, she thought, lucky to be alive!

Jesus placed his right hand on Zoe’s shoulder and tenderly, yet with great authority, said, “Do not be afraid. I am the First and the Last. I am the Living One; I was dead, and now look, I am alive for ever and ever! And I hold the keys of death and Hades.

“Just as I came to Apostle John, on the island of Patmos, I now come to you. Now is the time that my Bride, the church, will arise and shine like stars in the night sky.”

As Jesus spoke, Holy Spirit pulled Zoe up to her feet. Zoe couldn’t see Holy Spirit, but she knew he was there.

“The mystery of the seven stars that you saw in my right hand and of the seven golden lampstands is this: The seven stars are the angels of the seven churches, and the seven lampstands are the seven churches.

“Each of these seven churches is part of my Bride. My Bride is also a city. For her to be complete and reign with me in eternity, all seven cities must overcome. Every city worldwide has at least one part of my bridal calling in her. This is what I am going to show you. My Bride is also the New Jerusalem that will come down out of heaven when Father creates a new earth. But before this can happen she must walk out her destiny on earth and overcome the evil one.

“Very soon my Father will send me back to earth. Only he knows the time when this will happen. I will come quick as lightning, and my glory and power will fill the skies. Those who have given their lives to me will be snatched up to meet me in the clouds. I will take them back with me to heaven where we will be together, forever. Those who haven’t given their lives to me will be left behind. When I leave with my Bride, Holy Spirit will also depart from the earth. He lives inside my Bride, and when she goes, he goes with her. “The evil ones you saw in the dream, the beast and false prophet, will no longer be held back by my Spirit on earth living inside of my people. Satan will begin his reign of terror through the beast and false prophet. I am telling you this now so that through your testimony you can warn others. This beast will set himself up as my counterfeit: an antichrist pretending to be me. He will say that all religions are the same and lead to God, but he is a liar. Only through asking me to remove his or her sin, can someone have everlasting life. Everything else is just religious activity and can never lead to heaven.

“And the beast? He will oppose and will exalt himself over everything that is called God or is worshiped, so that he sets himself up in God’s temple, proclaiming himself to be God.

“This will happen very soon, once my Jewish people have rebuilt the temple in Jerusalem and start sacrificing and worshiping there every day. The beast, the lawless one, will come and make the temple unclean, setting up his throne there. With the false prophet’s help, he will also set up a one-world religion. Through his propaganda he will promote the idea that all religions lead to God and then declare that he is God. His promises of world peace will be used to manipulate the masses. Those who stand in his way will be put to death.”

Zoe had never heard Jesus speak with such earnestness. He was passionate about his Bride, but he was also resolute about putting an end to the evil one. His beloved earth and people had suffered long enough. Soon the predetermined time set in the heart of the Father would be revealed. Jesus was about to return for his Bride.

Jesus bent down and plucked a weed that was growing up between two flowers. “Satan has sown his evil into the hearts of men since Father created Adam and Eve in the garden. It is nearly time for the weeds and the flowers to be gathered up as the time of harvesting draws near. This coming time of great persecution is actually a time of grace. Those who have never heard of my message or whose hearts have been too hard or preoccupied with the world will have to decide whether to worship the antichrist or me. As awful as it will be, they will be forced to choose. The choice they make will last for all eternity. I always give every single person many opportunities to choose me. The heart that truly seeks to find me will. No one will perish without making their choice. Those who choose me, in the time after all the Christians have left the earth, will go through a three and a half year period of tribulation, but I will return for them and deliver them. They will be rescued and go to heaven!

“On your adventures you have learnt to recognize the gifts and callings in people. It is the same with a city—just on a larger scale. When the demonic rules, evil flows in. When my Bride has taken the city through prayer and holy living, then my Kingdom breaks in and my blessings flow. Now your journey is to help prepare my bridal cities to become what they are meant to be. Seven cities existed in Apostle John’s time. You have read what he wrote about them, in the Bible book called Revelation. These cities are now in modern day Turkey. The same seven giftings, callings, and strongholds are still found in these cities today.”

Zoe looked up at Jesus. He had said so much and yet he trusted her. More importantly, she knew he was to be trusted. If this was how things would be then that must be his best. Yes, she would willingly do whatever he asked of her. There was no greater honor than to serve him wholeheartedly, and others depended on her. She would be his messenger.

“There will be much joy, and many will be set free in the coming battles. You will not be alone.”

Jesus handed Zoe a flower. It was a daisy, so simple and beautiful, with its yellow center and shiny white petals. She smiled and looked up to thank him, but he had vanished…

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Book 5: Zoe Pencarrow and The Secret of The Lamb – excerpt: The Heart of the Matter

Zoe Pencarrow and The Secret of The LambChapter 5: The Heart of the Matter

Zoe was instantly transported to a place she had never been to before. She knew she was still somewhere in heaven, as the glorious presence of the Lord was all around her. But it was dark, and she couldn’t see where she was. She was lying on something squashy and soft, and it was moving, bump, bump-bump. Up and down the floor moved. Zoe pressed her hands against it. It was warm and living and moved as though it were breathing! She could feel life flowing through the floor, like a giant, powerful, living stream.

Where am I? she thought.

“You are inside me,” said a voice, rich and deep. Zoe had heard this voice before. The voice continued. “You are inside my heart.”

Before Zoe could answer, it grew lighter. She was in a vast chamber. It was like a majestic cathedral, but made of living tissue instead of stone and glass. Blood flowed through giant veins and arteries that were the pipes and structures supporting the massive chamber. Valves opened and closed like some massive industrial factory. Instead of steam and gas being emitted as the valves moved, sparks of energy and filled the air. It resonated and vibrated through the giant chamber like the most beautiful earthly choir you could ever imagine, only magnified a thousand trillion times. The effect of the heavenly music made Zoe want to laugh and cry, all at the same time, and to love everything—especially God. Zoe could have listened to the music forever.

In the center of the chamber was a magnificent tree. It was beautiful. Its leaves were the greenest of greens, and the fruit on it sparkled and shone. The tree looked very holy and was full of life. Then, before Zoe’s very eyes, the tree began to change color. It turned brown and then black. The leaves withered and fell, and the fruit shriveled and dropped to the chamber floor. The strong branches disintegrated into ash and drifted to the floor. Within moments, all that was left of the magnificent tree was a withered stump. Blood ran down the stump, pooled on the floor, and then slowly seeped into the floor of the chamber. The beautiful music ceased. Zoe gasped. She had just witnessed something catastrophic.

She held her breath. All she could hear was the giant heart beating faster. She knew that this tree was the most precious tree that had ever existed … and now it was dead!

Maybe an angel will come and heal the tree, she thought.

But no angel came and nothing happened. After a long wait, which seemed to last forever, the voice spoke again.

“You are my Son, chosen and marked by my love, pride of my life. Out of love for me you haven’t held onto your own life, run your own show, or done your own thing. But you’ve laid your life down, as a beautiful fragrant offering—your wholehearted sacrifice and obedience is a pleasing perfume in my nostrils. You are my pride and delight.”

The figure of a man entered through a door in the chamber. He walked reverently, with purpose and direction over to the tree stump. His features were not clear, as they shifted and shimmered as he moved. As he walked, his feet did not always touch the ground, hovering a few inches above it. He glided like an eagle as he walked, and yet he was strong and powerful like an ox or a lion. The beauty and radiance about him was like a thousand fluid rainbows and exploding sunsets. Words could not adequately describe the man’s utter beauty and holiness. He was off the Richter scale! Zoe was captivated by this person—unable to remove her gaze from him. He must be Holy Spirit, she thought. He’s so beautiful, powerful … so awesome!

Holy Spirit bent down and picked up a seed that had fallen to the ground, where the tree had died. He examined it very carefully, turning it over lovingly with his fingers. Then he opened his mouth and sang, the chamber itself vibrating in unison with him. The song was beautiful, filling the chamber.

It was a song of love and hope being awakened again. It was the heart-cry of the Father for his beloved son, his one and only son. Zoe was inside the heart of Father God—sometime long ago, even before the courts of heaven existed. Zoe heard the voice again; the one she had first heard when she had entered the chamber. It was Father who had spoken to her! He sang about how much he loved his son. Holy Spirit  responded and sang back to him. Back and forth in duet they continued to sing over the seed.

“How precious, how wonderful is my love for you, my son,” Father sang.

Holy Spirit responded, “Your son loves you more than life itself. To please you and bring you honor is his highest desire.”

Father continued to sing over the seed. “My love for you, my son, is beyond measure and time. It lasts forever. Your presence, your company, is more precious than diamonds and gold. You are the jewel in my crown, the light of my life. Your love has captured my heart.”

“You are the Father to all fathers, the compassionate one to all mothers, the friend to all children,” sang Holy Spirit.

“I have prepared a most holy dwelling for you, my son, delight of my eyes, a chamber so rich and vast, so beautiful— like your love for me, within my very own heart,” Father  sang. “It is the place of great secrets and mystery—covered and protected from all but those closest to me. There you can furnish your chamber, that most intimate of places … yes, when it’s ready, yes, when it is finished, it will be time—time to bring home your Bride.”

Zoe trembled as she realized that she was being shown one of the greatest mysteries and privileges in all of heaven. The Father’s heart was the chamber prepared for his precious son. The Father was also going to look for a Bride for his son. When the Bride was found and ready, Jesus would bring her back to this most intimate place. They would be together forever.

Zoe wanted to look away. She felt that she was witnessing something so intimate, so holy that she should not be seeing it. But then the Lord had brought her here, to witness this great and ancient mystery. Zoe stood, weeping and trembling.

The tears rolled down her face. How could anybody be found worthy enough to come to such a holy place, to the place of the Father’s heart, to be with Jesus? Why had she even been allowed to be here?

Holy Spirit then turned to Zoe and said, “Help me find the Bride, help me bring her home to Father’s chamber.”

He then bent over and tenderly placed the seed he was still holding into the flesh of the Father’s heart. The seed was black and dead. When it touched the living flesh of the Father’s heart, death radiated out from the seed in all directions. It was like black ink in water as it was sucked up into the veins and arteries. Once vibrant and red, the pulsating chamber of life became black and died. The Father let out a cry of pain and anguish for his tree that had died. Father wept.

Zoe fell to her knees. She too was overcome by the grief that the Father felt. She cried with her head between her knees.

How long she cried, Zoe did not know. But then she felt droplets of water falling on her. At first she thought that she was imagining it, but no. Zoe looked up and saw rain falling from the roof of the chamber. Father God was crying. Father’s tears formed small pools. The tears ran into the crevice where the seed had been planted. The pool of tears touched the seed. Then the miracle happened!

There was a rumbling sound like a giant earthquake. An explosion of light filled the chamber.

“The seed…the seed, it moved!” shouted Zoe, momentarily forgetting she was in the most holy place. “It’s moving, changing …” but Zoe didn’t finish what she was saying.

One moment it was a dead seed and the next, there stood… a Lamb!

This was the most ancient of mysteries. This was the great secret within the heart of the Father, before the foundation of the world. This was the secret plan of Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. The Son had willingly sacrificed himself out of his exceedingly great love for his Father. He was the sacrifice that had been prepared before time began, so that all people, from every tribe, tongue, and nation, could be brought home to his Father’s house.

One day, a long way in the future, a man and woman would be given a test. God would plant them in a garden paradise. He would give them everything, but he would test them. He wanted to know, would they love and follow him because they wanted to, or because they had to? He would give them a choice to see what was really in their hearts. But they would choose sin, believe the serpent’s lie and become separated from God. This story was of course about Adam and Eve. Zoe sure knew it … she had even been there and seen it happen before her very own eyes! Only the perfect sacrifice of the Lamb of God in human form could bring mankind back to God again. This mystery would be locked away in the vault of the Father’s heart until the right time. It had even been hidden from the angels. This mystery was so great it had to be kept hidden, hidden from the one who would fall and be cast from heaven …

But then, on that most gruesome day, the day that the Son of Man would be murdered on the cross, it would all be turned around. Redemption day! It would become the day of the greatest victory—the Son of God who took on human form, left his majesty in heaven, and became the perfect man. He was totally God and man all at the same time … and sinless! He was the Lamb that was sacrificed before the beginning of the world, the mystery hidden in the Father’s heart. He was the perfect guilt offering that took away the sin of his precious, fallen Bride. Now she could be restored to the Father, Holy Spirit, and to Jesus himself. Death could not hold the Son of God, nor could Satan. Jesus was perfect—sinless. There were no legal rights for Death and Satan to claim him, because he was faultless and perfect. No human since the fall of Adam and Eve in the garden paradise had ever achieved this. It had been impossible … until now. God had shown up as the son of Man in human form, and he was awesome! He would strip bare and plunder the kingdom of darkness. He was about to rescue the righteous ones who had died before he was born on earth, who were waiting for his return. Jesus would rise from the grave, from the bowels of the earth, and return to heaven.

The Lamb stood, hidden in the center of the Father’s heart. He was also the tree, the tree of Life that would bring life to his Bride. He was the One who would give his leaves to bring healing to the nations. For the moment though, this too was hidden, a secret in the heart of the Father, waiting, waiting patiently for the right time to be revealed.

Zoe shook. She was seeing the most holy secret of all, right before her very eyes. What had she done to deserve this?

Holy Spirit turned to her and said, “It is time for the mystery of the Bride to be revealed to the world. That is why you have been allowed to see this. What was hidden will be made known. You are part of the great company called to prepare the way for the Bride’s return. Every tribe, tongue, and nation is part of this mystery. I have planted this secret seed within every culture and people group. You are commissioned to go to a very particular part of the Bride. You are called to release this seed that I have already planted in them.”

The Lamb turned and spoke to Zoe. “Remember the sickle sword I gave you?”

The voice of the Lamb was as smooth as silk, as fine and sweet as honey, and more majestic and powerful than a roaring waterfall. It was as if all the crashing waves on beaches all over the world now crashed in one place at the same time. Yet Zoe was able to hear the beautiful voice as clear as day. Zoe shuddered as she remembered the sickle sword. It was a powerful weapon. The Lord had told her, in another time and adventure, to stand on a crescent moon. When she did, it had tried to destroy her. Zoe had broken free by striking the crescent moon with the sickle sword. The weapon was activated and only possible to use by moving in God’s love, not in fear. “Yes,” she replied, “I remember.”

“I want to show you some new moves with your sword. I want to take you deeper into my purposes of warfare and worship. You will be challenged and changed. Once you have been transformed, healing will be released; for you, your family, and for the nations.”

Tears ran down Zoe’s face. She had still not given up hope for her family, who were still trapped within the wreckage of the car. With all that was going on, she had not dared ask the Lord about them, but she was also his friend. Could she ask him now?

The tenderness in the Lamb’s eyes told her everything. She knew in that instant that he cared more about them than she could ever do. The Lamb nodded. Reassured, Zoe knew everything would be fine. The Lamb grinned and then smiled. The smile became a laugh. Zoe had never seen a Lamb laugh before! But it appeared to be the most natural thing in the world.

“Come,” said the Lamb, still laughing, “I want you to meet a friend of mine.”

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Book 4: Zoe Pencarrow and The Tower of Light – excerpt: Bread and Sardines for the Hungry

Zoe Pencarrow and The Tower of Light by Dan RobertsonChapter 2: Bread and Sardines for the Hungry.

Jesus locked his gaze on Zoe. She could feel the weight of heaven upon her. It was like having a huge vacuum pump sucking out all of her scared bits, replacing them with Heaven’s boldness. She was free to believe anything that Jesus said. Zoe was really surprised by what happened next.

Jesus looked very sad and simply said: “The pastor you saw was created to be a champion and lead many, many people into my Kingdom. He was being taught and trained to set others free by my power and grace. He started out well but got tangled up. He began to care more about what people thought about him than what I said to do. He was just reaching the place where he realized that he needed to give his life to me to have everlasting life. He confused knowing me with projects and programs. In people’s eyes he was very important and highly respected, but he never really knew me. The enemy fed his pride and offered him the power and success that he was called to walk in later…”

“Why didn’t you stop him and tell him?” blurted out Zoe, surprised at her own outburst.

“I tried but he wouldn’t listen,” replied Jesus. “He confused me with the evil one, and thought that I was trying to stop his projects. The more I tried to love and correct him, the more he thought that I was the enemy trying to stop his project. If I had not intervened, he would have blocked the very people he was chosen to lead to salvation and mentor.”

“But you’ve said that love is the most powerful thing in the whole universe. How come your love wasn’t big enough to overcome the enemy’s lies?”

“Love never fails,” replied Jesus, “but he didn’t want to believe me. The pastor knew the truth but he chose to ignore it. He was scared that if he chose me, he would lose his popularity with people.”

Zoe went very quiet.

“I showed you this man’s judgment for a reason, precious one,” said Jesus softly. “You too have begun to wonder if you should be doing more ‘Christian’ activities. It’s not about activities. I AM the activity! Out of loving and walking with me every day, you too will do more and more wonderful things… To do things for me is good, but I want you more than I want your busyness. I want your heart.

“You too have drifted and begun to wonder what people think about you. I am your very life and essence. I must remain the central purpose and focus of your life, otherwise everything else will get out of balance. If you come to me daily with the heart and excitement of a child, I will fill you with so much love and joy. Then you will find your true purpose and identity. I have so many wild adventures and things for you to discover. You can’t be entrusted with these adventures if you’re trying to please other people more than me. With me, you will never be bored. As you learn to trust me more, you will offend some people. Some will even hate you because of me. They will try their best to lead you off on paths that are not right for you to take. Loving me, above all else, will always keep you safe in the perfect center of my will. Come, there is something I want to show you.”

Jesus reached out his hand and waited for Zoe to take hold of it. It was warm like a snuggly bed on a winter’s night, and as strong as a mountain. She closed her eyes and sighed. She thought that simply to walk with Jesus hand-in-hand was enough, and that there was nothing else she could think of that she wanted more, in the whole world.

When Zoe opened her eyes again, she was standing on a seashore. Jesus was still holding fast to her hand, standing next to her. She could hear the waves behind her as they broke on the sand. With his free left hand, Jesus pointed at the people in front of him. There were multitudes as far as the eye could see. The people were in agony, clutching their stomachs and scrabbling around in the sand and digging. Some of them were throwing the sand into the air, as if they were frantically trying to find something that was buried. Some people were even trying to eat it!

Zoe looked up at Jesus. She could see the sadness in his eyes as he watched the people desperately trying to feed themselves. Zoe looked back at the people, and noticed that they were all shapes and sizes, from every race. Some wore very fine clothes with lots of expensive jewelry. Others were dressed just in rags. What they all had in common was their desperation and hunger.

Jesus spoke again. “Many of these people have great worldly wealth, important jobs and are leaders. Others have nothing apart from the rags on their backs. What they all share is their poverty. You are seeing these people through Heaven’s eyes, my eyes, as they really are. Poverty is not about lacking earthly riches. Poverty is lacking Heaven’s treasure! I am the treasure of Heaven. I reward and look after my ones with my treasures, in this age and the age to come. These people are my lost family, my brothers and sisters who haven’t yet found our Father or me. These are Heaven’s lost children.”

Jesus paused waiting for Zoe to speak.

“Why are they so hungry?” Zoe finally asked, puzzled.

“They are hungry for my Word. No matter what they have, great or small, they will always feel empty unless they feast on my Word. For only my Word can satisfy and bring everlasting life. I am the Word.”

Zoe just looked at the people horror stricken. How could so many people be fed? Some of them were so thin they just looked like skin and bones. It would take mountains of food to feed them all.

She turned to Jesus, her eyes opening wide, as tears began to form. “Please feed them,” she pleaded.

Jesus looked at her and smiled. Zoe could see the tears in his eyes as well.

“That’s why I have brought you here, so you can feed them,” he replied reassuringly.

“But you said only your Word can feed them and I know that you are the Word… How can I do it?”

Jesus bent down and let go of Zoe’s hand. He tenderly put both of his hands on her head and kissed her on the forehead.

“I want to tell you a wonderful mystery that many so-called clever people throughout the ages have never understood. It takes a child’s heart to understand what I am about to say because it is so simple and so true. Every person who ever asks me to make my home inside them, to be their God, gets just that—I move in! When I move in, so does heaven. When something needs to be done on earth I do it through the ones whom I live inside. It’s not always this way, but usually. But not everyone knows our heavenly Father. He is constantly calling and beckoning his lost family to come home to his heavenly house—the Father’s house. He does this through the rest of his family, his children, who already know him because they have asked me into their life.”

Zoe felt the words of Jesus wash over her like warm rain refreshing her bruised soul. She felt revived and refreshed again as Jesus’ words brought hope and faith alive again.

“I have nothing… well nothing, apart from you here, to give them to eat,” she replied.

Jesus smiled and reached into the folds of his robe and pulled out an old rope. He handed the matted ball to Zoe and told her to throw it out into the water. Obediently, she threw it with all her might. The useless looking ball of rope unwound as it arched out over the water then sank beneath the waves. She held on tightly to one of the ends. Zoe noticed that it was dyed red. She was puzzled. Had she cut herself? Jesus stretched out his hand toward the water.

Zoe noticed holes in Jesus’ wrists where he had been nailed to the cross. The scarred holes were the same red color as the rope. The end of the rope sank into the water. She knew she should pull the rope back to the shore again. Together with Jesus, Zoe tugged on the rope, expecting it to be very difficult to pull. Instead it almost flew out of the water with ease. Miraculously, in place of the rope, there now was a huge net full of fish on the beach. Zoe bent and examined the fish. They were real! She was meant to give the fish to the hungry people. There will never be enough, she thought. The net of fish was huge, but still not enough to feed the thousands of hungry people. Desperately Zoe looked back at Jesus. She knew that if he had enabled her to catch these fish, there must be a way to feed everyone.

Just then a boy, who looked to be about four years old, noticed Zoe for the first time. He walked over to her hesitantly.

“’ungry,” was all he said and held out his quivering hand.

Instinctively, Zoe reached into the net and pulled out a tiny sardine. The boy held it up and then clutched it to his chest, as though it was the most beautiful precious thing in the whole world. He ran around in circles, jumping and shouting at the top of his voice. The other people, startled by the boy’s outburst, stopped their grubbing around in the sand. One by one, they approached Zoe holding up their empty hands, begging her for food. Zoe looked up at Jesus who just nodded, as he laid a reassuring hand on her shoulder. She took out another sardine from the net and handed it to the next person. Again she pulled out a sardine and gave it to another hungry person. Every time she put her hand into the net, she always pulled out a fish. This was impossible! Surely there weren’t enough sardines to feed so many people? And yet there were.

Jesus handed Zoe an old rumply paper bag. It was brown, like the color of his robe. Zoe was puzzled. She carefully opened the bag and peeked inside. What she saw was a broken loaf of bread with a hole in it. Zoe reached into the bag and pulled out a piece of the bread. She handed it to another boy. Instantly, as the boy ate the bread, he put on weight. His protruding bones and bloated tummy disappeared under healthy skin. The most amazing transformation though, was in the boy’s eyes. The deadness and hopelessness that had covered them like a grey fog disappeared. His eyes began to glow and he looked like a brand new person.

“Now I know,” he shouted, “now I understand!”

The boy plunged his hand into the open paper bag and ripped off a chunk of bread. He ran over to what must have been his family, and started cramming it in to their mouths.

“Jesus IS the bread of life,” he yelled. “He sets the captives free!”

The bread had the same effect on the boy’s family. They too were instantly transformed as if giant chains had fallen from their bodies and minds. One of the boy’s sisters had had a twisted leg from birth. The moment she ate the bread, the leg uncurled like a new leaf. The girl ran around jumping and screaming. Then she too reached for the bag and fed others.

By now Zoe knew that there would be enough bread for everyone who wanted it. Jesus took her hand again, indicating that she too should take some bread from the bag and eat….

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Book 3: Zoe Pencarrow and The Falling Star – excerpt: The Golden Tower

Zoe Pencarrow and The Falling Star by Dan Robertson Chapter 6: The Golden Tower

Zoe sat hunched up inside her bubble. It wasn’t exactly
uncomfortable, just rather round. She pressed against
it with her feet and felt it move like springy rubber. She
didn’t want to push too hard in case it burst and she fell
into the sea! It looked a long way down. The bubble drifted inland over a vast sunbaked plain. Zoe could see villages that dotted the plain wherever there was water. She made out what must have been wells that the villages and houses were built around. Sheep and goats were being herded by the villagers. But what struck her most was the harshness of the environment, so bleak, so dry. Even the houses looked poor compared to the lavishness of Nineveh.

The desert winds carried the bubble and its precious cargo deeper over the heartland of the plain. In the distance stood a tower. It was the tallest tower she had ever seen—
more like a skyscraper. Its foundations were massive. Layer upon layer of brick formed the thick ramparts. Six levels rose toward the heavens. The tower’s size and beauty made her shake. It was breathtaking, and yet at the same time, it felt very evil. Thousands of workers clambered over the structure like busy ants as they rushed to finish building it.

The bubble slowly descended toward the tower like a hot air balloon. No one saw her land. As it touched the ground, it popped, and she effortlessly stepped out and onto the ground. Someone then noticed her and thrust a heavy blue glazed tile into her hand. Zoe was shoved roughly toward the massive tower entrance.

“Take this to level one,” the man instructed her harshly.

He looked worn and haggard as though he hadn’t eaten properly in years. Zoe looked at the ornate door. It was decked in the same blue tiles she was carrying, covered with patterns of white and gold flowers. How can something so beautiful feel so evil? she thought. With nowhere else to go Zoe joined the line of people walking up the ramp to the open doorway. From their clothing it looked as though the people must have been from every known country. They ranged from the very young to the very old. Some could barely have been twelve years old. All carried bricks and tiles that were far too heavy for them.

The door was even more massive and impressive up close. It was lined with gold and precious stones of turquoise, emeralds, and rubies. The people were oblivious to its beauty, and their heads were downcast. They needed all their strength just to walk up the ramp to carry heavy loads. Stepping through the doorway was like walking into the
most luxurious chamber imaginable. It appeared even larger on the inside, larger than any church or railway station you had ever been in. The walls were lined entirely with gold, and the whole place glowed with its radiance. Overhead, the turquoise blue tiles formed an intricate pattern framing the open vault many hundreds of feet above. This was a place of opulent beauty and awesome power.

Directly opposite the entrance stood a throne, high and imposing, set on a great pedestal. Above the throne was a canopy supported by six pillars of gold. The canopy was an amazing lapis blue color and contained many hundreds of stars that twinkled and shone. Zoe couldn’t tell if the stars were just lights or real ones—they looked so beautiful. Six wide steps covered in gold, each two feet deep, led to the throne. On either side of the six steps sat a statue of a menacing lion guarding the throne. A woman sat upon the throne, staring back at Zoe. Slowly the woman raised her hand and pointed straight at Zoe.

“I have been waiting for you,” the soothing voice said. “Come forward, little one.”

Hesitantly, Zoe edged closer to the woman on the throne, feeling dwarfed as she stood before her.

“Come closer,” the woman commanded.

Tentatively, Zoe walked up the first step. The lions’ heads moved. They weren’t statues at all but alive. Their red eyes followed her as she climbed the stairs. She could see their breath coming out of their half-open mouths. They sat panting, silently watching her. Zoe’s legs began to shake, and she thought that she was going to fall over. She had been in the presence of the Lord before, and knew what it was like to be overcome by his glory and majesty. This was somehow different. Despite all the glory and splendor there was in this place, there was something terribly wrong. The woman on the throne was dressed in luxurious clothes made of the finest silk in purple and scarlet. Elaborate starry patterns had been stitched in rich clusters across her gown. Along with embroidered moons, they shimmered and glittered as she moved. Even the woman’s skin seemed to glisten with a golden hue. Precious stones, jewels, and pearls were also fastened to her robes and crown. She was stunningly beautiful. Her gaze was regal, and even though she was seated on her throne, Zoe could tell that she was very tall. The woman looked perfect. She held a golden cup shaped like a star in her hand.

“I am the queen of the whole world and rule over all,” the woman announced matter-of-factly, as though she were giving a lesson to schoolchildren. “Don’t look so frightened,
little one. Yes, I am the Bride. God has called me to have dominion over the world and rule on his behalf.”

Zoe had been wondering, Can this be the Lord’s precious Bride that I saw before? So perfect, so flawless. Can this woman read my thoughts?

“Be seated,” the queen said calmingly. “You must be very tired after your long journey.”

One of the many officials dressed in a purple robe with a gold sash hurriedly placed an elaborately carved wooden chair inlaid with ivory next to the queen. Not knowing what
else to do, Zoe tentatively walked up the remaining steps and sat down next to the queen. The lions turned their immense heads as she walked past, watching her every step with their glowing red eyes.

“My kingdom extends from shore to shore and stretches to every continent.”

Majestically the queen waved her hand and the floor below lit up, revealing a map of the world. Every country and nation was present.

“All adore me and want to partake of my wealth and wisdom. That is why they bring tribute to me: so that I can make them rich and wise.”

The queen leaned forward toward Zoe.

“I am the one who has access to the Most High God. I am the one who talks to him on behalf of his people. I am the one who can make you like him, to make you like God himself. With me by your side you can ascend to heaven.”

Her voice grew in power. “‘I’ll climb to heaven. I’ll set my throne over the stars of God. I’ll run the assembly of angels that meets on sacred Mount Zaphon. I’ll climb to the top of the clouds… I’m about to take over as Queen of the universe. Come, all you have to do is bow down, and I will give you riches and splendor beyond your wildest dreams. Together with me you will rule over the world.”

The hair on Zoe’s neck stood up. She wanted to scream and run from the room! Her mind was awash with thoughts. Sure, God had promised to everyone who believed in him that he would come and live inside them so they would become like him. She knew that all power and authority had been given to mankind in the beginning, back in the garden. They were to rule over his Creation on his behalf. But because they had disobeyed God, and eaten the forbidden fruit, they had lost their authority, and everything had been given over to the devil. She knew that Jesus had come to restore all that had been stolen by the devil’s lie. Jesus longed for the day to come when he would bring back his family to the Father. Jesus was reclaiming his Bride and restoring her to rule alongside him. Yet something was terribly wrong here.

That was it! The Bride, his Bride—all had access to him. It wasn’t about a system, a priesthood, a person standing on behalf of others, but each person making his choice and having a direct hotline to God.

“Whom do you serve?” asked Zoe, rising from her seat.

“Why, ‘the Maker of heaven and earth,’” replied the queen quoting from the Bible. She paused for just a moment as though weighing her words carefully, and then continued,
“‘…but the earth he has given to mankind.’”

Hmm, thought Zoe. I know the Bible says that . . . but she’s only choosing the part that suits her. I know the bit before it: “The highest heavens belong to the Lord…”

“And who is the Maker of heaven and earth?” Zoe probed deeper, feeling a wave of righteous anger rise up inside of her.

“The lord God, of course, who is forever to be praised.”

“What is his name?” demanded Zoe with such authority that she even surprised herself. She remembered: “Here’s how you test for the genuine Spirit of God. Everyone who
confesses openly his faith in Jesus Christ—the Son of God, who came as an actual flesh-and-blood person—comes from God and belongs to God. And everyone who refuses to confess faith in Jesus has nothing in common with God.”

“God, of course,” the woman stammered, “just God. It’s simple really and he has appointed me to …”

Gripped by the power of the Lord, Zoe stepped toward the now shaking woman, raised her right hand, and shouted, “You are not of the Lord!” She turned and ran down the steps as fast as she could. The lions had started advancing up the steps toward her, but when she proclaimed the truth, they parted before her like melting butter.

Zoe ran with all her might. Her feet barely touched the floor as she bolted for the door. But it was closed tight— there was no way out, or was there? Officials were scurrying in all directions, obviously in a state of confusion. Some were running toward her and some away. The lions seemed to have recovered and were bounding straight for her.

Jesus, she cried silently in her heart, help! You said that you’d always provide a way out and that you’d never abandon me. Where are you now?

“Down!” she heard. The voice was clear and sweet like honey on a warm spring day.
“Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up. God opposes the proud but shows favor to the humble.”

Zoe slammed herself down on the floor.

“I worship you and you alone Jesus. You are the one who has saved me. You are the one who has made it possible for me to come to the Father. You are the one who died for me and rose from the grave on the third day. You are the one who has set me free from sin and death to live in your presence forever.”

Zoe could hear the snarl of the lions approaching. She closed her eyes and proclaimed, “‘My God sent his angel, and he shut the mouth of the lions!’”

Silence fell….

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Book 2: Zoe Pencarrow and The Golden Cage – Excerpt: Chapter 6

Zoe Pencarrow and The Golden Cage by Dan Robertson

Chapter 6: I Give You The Morning Star

The fire continued to surge through Zoe’s body. Then, without warning, it stopped. The Seraph let go of her and amazingly, she was able to stand without his support. A gentle wind began to blow from within the glowing cloud of glory. Zoe was transfixed by the fiery cloud. Voluminous plumes of smoke and fire billowed up like a tent blowing in the wind, as the cloud danced before her. The wind got stronger. The clouds of smoke began to unfold from its center like large double doors made from sail cloth. The wind subsided and the most wonderful aroma filled the air.

It was almost indescribable. It sort of smelled like fields in the summer time; strawberries, roses, lavender, lilies and jasmine flowers all mixed up together. The fragrance was so intoxicating that Zoe thought that she was going to fall over again. She felt the incredible joy and love for her that radiated out from the center of the cloud. The waves of joy were like ripples when a stone is thrown into water. It was like spring and summer time all rolled into one. Zoe wanted to dance, and sing, and roll around and around on the ground and laugh, and jump as high as she could into the sky and touch the stars… Suddenly out of the well of love and eternal source of goodness, stepped a man.

The man was old beyond years and yet looked as young and fresh as a spring flower. His face had no wrinkles and yet was chiselled like a mountain. His face had deep crevasses that contained mysteries and secrets. His hair was white like wool and had the same appearance as the burning white fire in the Seraphim. The man’s eyes sparkled like colored gemstones and diamonds in a river. They looked like they contained all the stars, suns and galaxies put together, but multiplied by a billion times a trillion. In his right hand he held the globe of the earth beneath a fluffy leather cover. Zoe studied the leather skin. It was the pelt of a lamb! The white wool covered and protected the precious globe beneath. The man held the globe of the earth with great tenderness and affection. In his left hand he held a star. It shone with the radiance and brilliance of a thousand suns. It was beautiful.

Smiling, Father God held out his left hand that held the beautiful star. “This is my most precious treasure,” he said. “I give you my Morning Star.”

Zoe’s knees began to wobble again. Of all the treasures that the Father had, he was giving her his most prized one. She had never imagined that Father God would be like this; so generous, wise and so kind.

Zoe reached out her hand, trembling, to accept the precious gift. She could feel heat radiating from it. It was alive! She hesitated, not sure of what to do. She looked up at Father God and he smiled at her reassuringly. She reached out and took the Morning Star.

An explosion of light pierced Zoe and she was momentarily blinded. When she could see again the star had grown and filled her entire vision. The beautiful star radiated light in every direction. It filled the entire universe with its light and life. She could still feel Father standing next to her, but her gaze was now on the Morning Star.

“I am the Beginning and the End, the Light and Truth of the world,” the rich deep voice resonated out from within the depths of the Star.

That voice, she had heard it before! Yes! The glorious light softened slightly. She was able to see into the light. It was Jesus! The light radiating out from him saturated Zoe until she too began to glow. As Zoe gazed upon Jesus’ face she was changed to be more like him. She was like a caterpillar being transformed into a beautiful butterfly.

Zoe could see unending kindness in Jesus’ eyes. But she also saw deep concern and sadness. Zoe wondered how Jesus, so majestic and glorious, could also look so sad. He picked her up in his arms, kissed her forehead and carried her through what seemed like a corridor. The corridor was like an art gallery. It was lined with hundreds and thousands of portraits on the walls. Some were paintings of a single person, others of families, and there were even groups of people, who for some reason had been painted together. They were all incredibly lifelike. Jesus walked part way down the long corridor. He stopped and carefully put Zoe down in front of one of the groups of paintings. Gray clouds of gloom and despair hung over the people. Some were in pain, and others just looked hopeless and lost. As Zoe looked the paintings changed before her eyes. The transformation was incredible. Hope and joy filled the faces of the people.

“The paintings are of real people on earth,” said Jesus. “None of them know me, and they are hopelessly trapped in their situations. I long for them to be set free, to live with me, and my Father forever. The “happy” paintings are how I have really made each person to be, once they know me and overcome. I have brought you to this place for a reason. Find these dear, lost ones, and bring them into my Father’s House. I want you to be my hands and feet, eyes and mouth. I want you to rescue them.”

Jesus looked very serious. “I have given you many wonderful gifts. You will meet new friends along the way who will help you. Will you go to the place… the place where people end up who don’t find me in time?”

Jesus paused, waiting for Zoe’s reply. His words carried so much longing and love. Zoe knew that she was being given a very important assignment. However she answered, Jesus would love her just as much as before. Yet she wanted to do her best, to be brave and please him, regardless of any temporary discomfort. “Well… why, YES,” she replied. Zoe had learned that when Jesus suggested something it was because it was very important. Even if it appeared scary at first, or difficult, his ways were always best. Jesus could always be trusted one hundred percent. He always meant things for good.

“Thank you, you really are prepared to do all things for me… even if they are brand new things.” Jesus knelt down, without shifting his gaze from Zoe. He opened up the palm of his hand and said; “Climb on board.”

Zoe stepped into Jesus’ open hand. It expanded to fill the whole room and it cradled and surrounded her like a snuggly nest. She felt extremely safe. She looked down and saw her name engraved into the palm of his hand.

“Every time I see my hand I see your name,” Jesus said. “I’ll never let you out of my sight. I’ll be with you until the end of the Age.”

The next moment Jesus’ hand closed around her. The fingers were strong, and protective. Suddenly she was pressed down into his palm. With incredible force Zoe felt herself being hurled into the air like a rocket. She burst through the earth’s atmosphere at supersonic speed. Out into space she flew, past stars and galaxies, travelling faster and faster. An explosion of color, flashing, blinding, amazing lights… Zoe could now make out something like the sphere of the earth again. She had gone in a circle. Now she was passing through a cloud layer— like puffy white candy floss. The circumference of the earth was beautiful, like a precious jewel. But her awe suddenly turned to terror as Zoe plummeted towards it.

I wonder how I am going to brake and land, she thought. don’t have a parachute! A tiny dot became a looming city within moments. Zoe hurtled towards the city at breakneck speed. She could now see rooftops, freeways, and suburbs. She braced herself for the impact. “Emergency drill: place your hands behind your neck, lean forward, head between your knees…should the oxygen mask appear before you…” flashed through her mind. Like a meteor Zoe fell from the sky….

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Book 1: Zoe Pencarrow and The River of Life – excerpt: Chapter 4 The Father’s Favorite Story

Zoe Pencarrow and The River of Life by Dan RobertsonDid God really say…..?

Perhaps the biggest lie of the enemy comes wrapped up in the Devil’s opening line, in Genesis 3:1: “Did God really say….?”  How many of us have found ourselves overstepping God’s guidelines at various times of our lives, simply because we allowed ourselves to gradually slide along a continuum, away from God’s clear directives, to accommodate our own desires?

In this taster from Zoe Pencarrow and The River of Life, Zoe and her friend the Eagle are tucked up in the heavenly Library, reading a Book that will have a dramatic impact on Zoe’s life, as it helps her realise how seemingly insignificant decisions can have devastating impacts.

Despite its great height the room was warm and inviting. The ceiling was dark blue and tiny pinpoints of light sparkled from it like stars on a summer’s night. She started to get giddy looking up at the starry lights when she heard the reassuring voice of the eagle coming from near the fireplace.

“Sit down here,” he said as he motioned with his wing towards the chair nearest the fireplace.

Zoe sat herself down in the oversized armchair as the eagle pulled a book off the shelf and began to read from it.

“In the beginning there was no earth as it had not yet been made.”

She peered over the eagle’s shoulder at the book and saw a blank page next to the page the eagle was reading from.

“Why has that page got nothing on it?” she inquired.

The eagle just looked at her, and Zoe realized that if she kept interrupting it would take a very long time to find out the answer. Better to just let the eagle continue, she thought. She picked up the nearest cushion and hugged it tight. She loved stories, especially ones about adventures. She somehow knew this story was going to be the most important story she had ever heard.

“In the beginning,” the eagle began again, clearing his throat, “in the beginning there was no earth as it had not yet been made. Father God was very happy with his family, his Son Jesus, and Holy Spirit. But even though everything was perfect, they wanted to share their happiness. So Father had a wonderful idea. He would create a Bride for his Son; a beautiful Bride to be part of their family.”

The eagle paused and looked very thoughtful as he handed the book to Zoe. “You read it now,” he said. Still clutching the cushion, Zoe took the book, which—despite its size—was as light as a feather. She was so tempted to turn to the end and find out exactly what was going to happen. Zoe was the kind of girl who knew what everyone was going to get for Christmas and what was inside all the Christmas presents before they were even opened. This time though she just knew that it wasn’t right to turn to the end.

As Zoe took the book, she noticed the cover was very old and worn. Pressed into the leather cover was an embossed picture of a large and very beautiful tree. The tree was covered in fresh green leaves and delicious fruit that looked so real and tasty that you wanted to try some immediately. She was just about to open the book when she saw what looked like a crack in the leather right in the middle of the tree trunk.

Unexpectedly the wood on the fire gave a “crack,” and the fire cast a reddish glow over the book. For a moment Zoe thought that the tree looked like it was bleeding; then the fire flickered again, and the deep split in the tree looked golden. It was as if the tree was weeping a dark golden glowing resin that was somehow very painful and yet very precious. She felt the eagle’s eyes fixed upon her. As she glanced up she noticed again the golden scar on the eagle’s back. Both the eagle’s scar and the wound in the tree looked very similar.

Still wondering what this could mean, Zoe noticed the eagle nodding to her that it was time to open the book. As she opened it, the fire gave off another “crack,” and she nearly dropped it. The book was written in green ink. Next to the story were intricate pictures painted in beautiful colors.

There were birds, and animals, stars and planets, maps, and lots of people. The story was written in a language she had never seen before, yet Zoe knew that as soon as she started reading she would somehow know what it meant.

“In the beginning,” she read, “there was love.” She liked this story very much already. “Love was with the Father, his beloved Son, and his precious Holy Spirit. They all loved each other very much, and there was perfect harmony. The loving Father said to Jesus his Son, “I want to give you a Bride to share our creation with: someone special, made just for you. But because I love you so much I am not going to give you just one person but many, many people who will come from all different tribes and nations. Just one person would not be enough for you because your love is so great. But together with all of these people you can share your kindness and goodness forever and ever. And this Bride will love you back not because she has to but because she wants to.”

Zoe could see what looked like a dark cloud lined with gold that looked like molten lava. It was hovering back and forth over some sort of night sky, which is really kind of strange as most pictures in books don’t move as you look at them! But this one did. The hovering cloud reminded her of a bumblebee buzzing back and forth as it went to and fro between flowers. Zoe instinctively knew that this moving radiant light was Holy Spirit; the third person of the God Club. Everywhere the light touched, darkness became light until the whole page was aglow.

Zoe could see Jesus speaking and where his words went, continents began to form. At the same time as the Father spoke, his words were like hands, pressing and pushing the earth, like a potter shaping a piece of clay. Giant ridges that became mountains rose up. Holy Spirit then began to cry and whirl around dancing. But these were not tears of sadness but of joy. The tears fell like gentle rain on the earth and where they landed lakes, rivers, and oceans were formed.

This is amazing, thought Zoe.

Jesus continued to speak. His words flowed out of him like a river and became a song. Wherever his song touched the land, it sank into it like seeds into fertile soil. Before her eyes plants and then birds and animals grew up out of the ground. Stars and planets overhead burst into life as the Father, too, danced, clapped, and sang for joy.

Zoe then saw the Father hunched over and crouching on the ground as though he had a bad stomach ache. There was a stillness and expectancy in the air. All eyes and ears were turned towards the Father; watching, waiting. It was like he was baking the most amazing cake and everyone wanted to see what kind it was. Slowly the Father stood up and stepped back. In the ground was a hollow. The Father had pressed the exact shape of his body into it. He had then taken some earth and lovingly pressed it into the mold. The Father stepped back as Jesus lay down on the mold. He opened his mouth and blew into the still form. A cloud of gold flowed out of Jesus’s mouth. It was like when Holy Spirit was creating the earth and the sky. The cloud covered the still form like toffee over a caramel apple. Jesus then stood up and stepped back.

The form sneezed, stretched, yawned and then sat up. A man looked around. As his eyes focused on the paradise he found himself in, he smiled. The Father, Son, and Holy Spirit watched the man with great contentment. It was almost impossible for them to remain quiet as they were so excited.

The man got up and walked around. The smile on his face slowly faded. The Father said, “He is lonely; it’s time he had a friend just like himself—yet different.”

Suddenly Zoe found herself inside the story book, in the garden, standing next to the man. The man looked at her shyly and smiled. At that moment Zoe knew that they would be great friends. Before she had time to introduce herself the Father, Jesus, and Holy Spirit stepped out from behind a tree. 

The Father said, “You can eat from any plant or fruit from this garden, except that one over there.”

Zoe turned to look at where he was pointing. It had exceptionally juicy looking fruit with beautiful flowers. She was just about to ask, “Why not?” when all three disappeared and left her alone with the man.

Well, the days and weeks that followed were times of great adventure and excitement. The man’s name was Adam because that name meant “red” like the earth. Every day they would go off exploring and discovering new things in the garden. One day as they were playing hide and seek, Zoe found herself at the foot of an unusually tall tree. It was the same tree she had seen many weeks ago that someone had said something about not eating or something like that. As she looked at the tree, it looked very beautiful and the fruit seemed so ripe and delicious. Zoe stared at the fruit and the more she did, the more hungry she became.

I wonder why the Father said not to eat it, she thought. He has always been so kind to me and has only wanted me to have good things. Surely he would want me to have this fruit too. It’s bound to have lots of vitamins and be very healthy for me. What he probably really meant was not to eat too much at once so I don’t get a tummy ache. Yes, I’m sure that’s what he meant.

 The more Zoe thought about it and looked at the fruit the more she convinced herself that was really what the Father meant. She reached out to take the fruit, it looked so good. Zoe’s heart was pounding and yet at the back of her mind she knew that what she was doing was wrong. Crunch, she bit into the delicious fruit. It tasted every bit as good as it looked.

Just then Adam burst onto the scene. “Found you,” he shouted. Zoe was caught in the act with the fruit still in her hand, its juice dripping down her arms.

“Isn’t that the fruit the Father said not to eat?” Adam stammered.

“Yes, but it is so tasty,” she replied sheepishly, offering Adam the remaining piece to taste.

Adam looked at her, then at the fruit. He too wanted to taste it for himself. He also didn’t want to disappoint Zoe. He took a deep bite into it.

Suddenly Zoe began to feel sick. It wasn’t the kind of sickness that you pretend to have when you don’t want to go to school. She felt sick all over. Her chest felt all tight, her head hurt, and she became dizzy. But worst of all the sick feeling was inside her; inside her heart. She knew that she had done something dreadfully wrong. Nothing she could ever do would be able to remove the deep feeling of guilt she now felt.

“Oh my,” she said, “I hope that fruit wasn’t rotten.” Everything started to spin around and around before her eyes. The ground looked like a giant whirlpool that spun faster and faster. Everything became a blur—then all went quiet.

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Zoe Pencarrow and The Battle For The Bride

Zoe Pencarrow and The Battle For The BrideWow! Doesn’t this look awesome! So thrilled with the way Xulon’s graphic designers have captured the essence of the final book in the Zoe Pencarrow series.

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